I had a drug dream last night. I was so relieved when I woke up at 2am and realized it was a dream. Fucking sucks because they seem so real. I don’t have them that often, but when I do, they put me in a funk.
And now I’m in a funk.
It’s 18 degrees outside and it’s supposed to warm up to the 30’s by 2pm. I have an acupuncture appt at 2:30 which can’t be changed so I am going to ride in the freezing fucking cold this morning. I don’t give a fuck anymore.
I want to feel my legs burn. I want to feel my face freeze up. I just want to be numb.by